Bow to me

Today is super day of poo. I can't wait for it to be over.

bit gutted
I just got a letter this afternoon at work saying that i'm gonna have a warning. The supervisor also mentioned that I could 'possibly' (probably maybe most likely will) lose my job. So i'm abit annoyed. I have become used to it now so I don't hate it as much. I haven't really been looking for another job. Atleast I get tommorow off. I gave up chocolate for lent so I think my parents have got me a easter egg. ^_^

I fancy going to vue to watch a film and possibly sweet talk the mangeresses into considering me a position as the website advertises there is a position and I can't see them ringing me becasue they have me on file. i'll have to actully go and tell them i'm still interested. PLEASE EMPLOY ME! I don't think that sounds at all desperete.

Laura x

Current Mood: disappointed

BEEEP
Hello and here I am again my track record is rubbish. Today I have had the best theory lesson I have ever had. I'm trying to get good at DDR and i'm going to NEW YORK NEW YORK on Monday. I never get any comments I'm guessing this means not many people read my journals oh well. I like updating ever so often especially when it doesn't contain me complaining about my life wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

Anywho I'd like to give everyone a hello really not been up to UKA really as not much has grabbed my attension Still in the habit of checkig it everyday though incase ofanything exciting popping up ^_^ I hope to see some of you again at a con or something.

I am trying to get down to a size 12...i can wear some 14s now go me I feel smaller...woo. Mainly because I want to cosplay Mikuru out of the melancholy of haruhi suzumiya in her bunny costume (it's so cute) and I looked abit of a mess last year!

Anyway I hopeeveryones doing well. I really miss coming to meets lately I hoep there are some more in the next few months.

Wooot free mac
About a month ago they replaced the old macs with new shiny ones, and drew out people to see who would get one, my luck was with me. So I been waiting 4 and a half weeks and I got it yesterday just had a fiddle today and it seems to ok so it will certainly be helpful i'm probably not going to use it for internet that much, convincing my dad to buy more stuff for our wireless will be annoyingly difficult. My brothers Xbox 360 is hooked up to it my sister laptop is and of course this computer so another comoputer is gonna make it go so very very slow.

I have stepmania up on it so I can start doing DDR now yay, I've been waiting for weeks to break in my new dancemat, so hopefully it will help me in my task of losing some weight, healthy healthy healthy go go go!

Anywho this weekend i'm abit scared casue i've been brought up on another till discrepency erggh, they probably think i'm a thief or something, I'm just dipsy and the fact I spend 90 % of the time on the till at work probably doesn't help.I got a dyslexia report a while ago, I only told my boss though last weekend. I hope it saves me and they'll be abit more sympathetic with me. I'm sending a letter to Vue aswell that I'm now available to work some week day evenings, which won't be so bad I'll be tired quite abit but the staff seem to work as a team better, they'es more benefits aswel lliek they put peopel in teams and who ever gets the best team at the end of the month gets prizes like a meal out and things, and they move people about quite abit so they're doing cleaning or on the stalls etc. So my brain wouldn't die. Seriously they make me feel so stupid sometimes.

Current Mood: worried

Today was not bad
Well today i had a so-so day at work which is good, manager is back from spending some time off so it's been abitmore aggrivating than the last few weeks, hes so pushy. Anywho I'm going up to edinburgh through half term cause I don't have anything to do. I'll probably do some drawing I hope need to fill some sketch books for my interview in april., I hope I get in cause Blackburn is dull. Hopefully there will be alot more on offer to me there.

Nothing else happening really, New York is at the end of March so that should be fun. I've updated my deviantart recently is any one is interested.

http://savethecheese.deviantart.com/

I have some new pictures aswell so i'll probably pu those up on my my profiles soon

Sort of annoyed
Today i've been really annoyed, I can't seem to find anyone on my course that I really click with David of course casue we clicked on ND but everyone else is really blurg. A guy in my class is ok guy but he seems to be really moody alot of the time and can be really opinionated. I think it's probably the whole I want to get away with here but I do actully make a concious effort to get along with these people but I really don't. A girl who was on my ND isn't speaking to me anymore so than makes me feel good, she moves away and then hardly contacts me it's really harsh I know shes busy but a myspace comment would'nt go a miss, it takes minimum effort to stay in contact i'm not talkngi liek one a daily basis maybe not even weekly but I haven't actully spoken to her properly in months.

Good Evening
Today I had college 'uni' and I started to come up with a story for an illsutrated book i'm gongi to mate i'm really excited about it to be honest.

Been thinking about myself today and who I am and how I should stop thinking about oh how I would be better if such a thing, or such a thing and trying to think about how I shouldn't actully give a shit how I appear to others it would'nt make thme like me any better anyways. If girls don't want to be my friends thats fine and if boys don't like me either then thats fine to. Hanging ruond with people even though they obviously hate you is just not fun.

I return
I haven't been on for a few months, after amecon and a few weeks of doing random stuff it was time to start 'uni'. So I have been really busy, most of you know that i'm not particularly enjoying it.

I am thinking of going to Edinburgh College of Art to get out of this dump and do illustration. I think it would suit me better and the work is really awsome. Creatively I think Edinburgh is a very nice place to be.

My mums worried she go on bout how I'd have to learn how to cook when thats a thing you do as you go I mean I can cook things I'm not a retard and my rooms messy but doesn't mean I can't clean up either.

I've too much work to go on last thing I want to have to think about it my room being tidy, unless i'm having people round. I'd rather have an hour in front on the computer or watch a film or just relax you know have a bath and listen to some music. She csn't let things go though like cleaning and stuff, everything has to be in it's place all the time. I dunno how she lives like that.

Naff Uni
Welcome to my first year of University, i'm not sure I should call it that cause it's still at college, yawn. I'm foinding it quite boring i'm not really sorta getting on like AMAZINGLY well and I'm feeling the female abscence of my friend Rachel. Surrounded by guys talking about Splinter Cell and Halo, yawn.

Just remember that you standing on a planet thats evolving
Good morning, hope your all well. I should really post here abit more often than I do. I was gonna post a pciture of me and my two friends before but suppsoedly the picture was of bad quality. I did have apssport photo we took aswell but that got put through the wash. So at the moment Idon't have a picture of my friends together which would be a shame, hopefully ican get the fourth picture of my friend rachel before she goes to Carlisle. I'm getting excited about going New York in March and London in Febuary. I'm annoyed at the fact that I have to make all my work A3. After two years of maknig us do everything A2 they shrink it down to A3 rediculous. Never mind eh...

Just the job
This week I have been semi looking for a job, tonight the ngiht before work I fell really down about my job at HMV. I really dislike it and I have not had much luck finding a new job that will work for me. I found a job that is cleaning Monday to Friday 5 till 8. Which would be ok but I don't wanna work every evening and I don't wanna work every weekend, a rota type job would be good cause then I don't have to work every single weekend and go out and maybe do this thing called 'socialising' and having 'fun' instead of feeling like I'm constantly working (during college time). As you can gather I'm not really a happy bunny today and I feel really sick worrying everytime I go I'm gonna get in trouble in someway or the arrogant full timer is gonna have a go at me for something really small, which I shouldn't take from him, he shouts at me, he swore a couple of times and shoves me out of the way sometimes if he needs to get under my feet. I dunno what problem he has with me, he seems fine with everyone else, everyone else bums him.

Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Emporer Tomato Ketchup - Stereolab

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In Blackburn put your lighters up! Keep putting them lighters up!
So My doctors appoint with my magical skin doctor has been cancelled for A MONTH! This is really stupid.

Oh well, I found out this dressmaking course that I want to go on is on tuesday evenings which is perfect really as there isn't really anything I do on tuesday evenings. You learn how to use a sewing machine, how to cut cloth properly how to make measurments on yourself and other people. So that will be good on starting me learning how to make my own cosplays and stuff. They teach you how to put patterns on to cloth aswell which would be very handy.

Also when I start college again I get put though for the dyslexia test (boo) my mum has been convinced for years I am dyslexic, recently my teacher asked me if i'd ever considered getting tested. As Trav said 'I bet that was a moral boost' so either way i'm not gonna be happy (not that dyslexia is a bad thing,, just I haven't really had any major problems, just general ones) but if i'm not dyslexic then i'm just crap at certain things which will probably still be put on a downer.

Anywho, signing off.

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: None

Well over amecon weekend it was very good, i did lose my passport. Not good I didn't tell my folks incase it turned up. THen I told them yesterday and they went ape shit. Didn't really realise how serious it was. I didn't mean to lose it though, I felt really upset and stupid about it. My dad really upset me, he shouted at me the most. I don't mean for these things to happen they act like I do it on purpose.

Me and Ross had abit of a glitch but now thats sorted and we should be ok now (fingers crossed). Kunshu and me are not the best of friends for various reasons.

So after the amecon weekend things haven't been too good. Everything will be happy again some time. Totally missing Ross, it feels like forever since i've seen him even though it's actully 5 days. I have work again tommorow for the first time in 3 weeks. I am lookngi for a new job now I visited the merry job centre yesterday. That was fun (cough). Hopefully I will get something just as unfurfilling but abit more relaxed, to much pressure on me all the time. I get enough pressure from college without work aswell. Maybe cleaning or something, i'm good at that accept i'm not a neat freak at all.

Oooooo we need a Con-tage
Yes we need a montage o me trying to get readyfor this convention trailing round manchester, almost falling asleep on train, sewing, making a really coolcollar which you will probably see in pictures on UKA. Should be fun anywho.

Film Four is now free
Hello, last few weeks I have been laying around doing nothing and it has been most amazing. I have been watching such things as Alice In Wonderland, Spaced 1 & 2, Goodbye Lenin (though I wasn't really in the mood so I haven't got round to watching it all yet).

I have also taken a fewvarious shopping trips to Manchester & Preston. On the wednesday just gone I went to Leeds and me and Ross lookedaround the shops for abit. He was looking for new clothes so hes dragged me around, which i find quite funny. I wasn't really dragged though it was alot of fun. Later that evening we got a chinese but I forgot to have lunch so after i'd eatn part my spring roll, a weird squar thing and a rib I was really full. I managed to eat chocolate though...ummm.T

Thursday I didn't want to be stuck in his flat all day so wewent to York for a couple of hours. Which is nice casue I really like York.

Friday was basically sit around watching episodes of Drop The Dead Donkey and lazing about. At half 3 we went to Harrogate so I could get the train back to Leeds but we had missed so we went and parked up at his folks house. Chatted to his Mum for 15 mins then walked round to the train station again. His parents house is really nice and really big! The biggest house i've ever been in.

Saturday and Sunday was working I got a verbal warning but I wasn't to bothred. I now have three weeks and on Wednesday I will be going to Edinburgh. Yayness.

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: None

Hello people, I haven't updated for a while, well. Today I had a lie in and it felt great i don't getm any lie ins. They are great. Even though it was only till 8.30 that is besides the point the little girl next door but one was screaming her head off for about half an hour. They are so miss behaving those kids they really need to get it sorted.

I passed my ND Graphics course, we get three overall grades
Destinction, Merit, Merit. Is that i got which it's the third best score you can get so I was pretty happy that I got just above the average score. Which is MMM which is still an excellent scoreeveryone workedreally hard i think hardly anyones got PASS PASS PASS.

Rubbish
After a rubbish weekend of work dragging and gonig out and it being completely dead ifor got it was Download though. I feel better now, getting excited about when exhabiton will be done, Ross said he will come if he can get it sorted which would be awsome.

Me and sarah must of worried Danny today in my class today becasue we were holding each other in provactive manner haha. I liek Sarah shes adorable and funny ^_^

damn it
the whole reason for me staying in lbackburn has been obliverated. bascially rachel my friend who was meant to be staying has decided to go to cumbria, which makes me so so happy i mean don't get me wrong i want whats best with he but i statyed casue both her and david ws gonna be her i hate HMV it is utter bollucks GRRHHHHH

Current Mood: aggravated

We have been putting up the exhabitoon at college for last few days i am now full of paint from 'head to toe' har har. It's all over my face it's been good fun though sandingboards down and painting them accept the floor is full of emulsion which we have to clean up, get the mobs out oh yes me and David were last peopel to leave for the 3rd day running we even washed everyones stuff how nice are we, also we have gone through 3 giant tups of paint plus various other pots. Hard work but fun.

Ross tet me yesterday i asked him if we can do sumat nect time wesee each other, don't wanna just keep goni to his flat and sit around watching dvds, it wil lget boring. HE said he would take mt to Lightwater Valley which is a theme park 10 mins away from were he lives, which is cool. I went there once with the girl guides, yes iwas a girl guide feel the power it was a giant big guide camping trip.

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